Starting again

I used MFP for about a year and a half but I can't remember my old password and I don't have access to the email I used. I had lost 151lbs in a year and a half through diet and exercise and then maintained for a while but, sadly, I let myself slip back into old habits.

I have a history of binge eating and bulimia. While I haven't made myself through up or technically binged... I have been overeating and just not eating the right things. Something happened a few months ago and I've gained about 50lbs in the last 3 months. I was really depressed and not very motivated but the weight gain has me feeling depressed strictly about that. Soooo it needs to stop and I need to regain control of my eating and my life.

Long story short, I'm back.