I feel like I'm being judged and looked down by others
Haters4less
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I always feel like I'm not doing good enough. I never feel satisfied working out anymore, I remember days where I would workout and by the end I felt like throwing up because I was pushing myself, but now I when I workout i think if I can still breath and talk and a normal pace that its not enough.
I never had many friends in school and even now in my last year I don't. I always think everyone is looked down upon me and they think I'm not good enough. The first time I lost 10 pounds I was so happy and I even gained some friends , but months later they started being rude to me and the scale stopped moving so I felt depressed again.
I'm always so stressed with school and everything going on around me that im not apart of. I stress myself so much because I stopped looking to food as a way to cope with stress but it's so hard sometimes. On a few occasions I've wanted to stress eats but I ended up breaking down and crying myself to sleep because I was trying so hard to do better. I've even thought that I should cut myself instead of eating(I didn't do it because I hate sharp things and needles so yeah) but some days I just don't know what to do and I have no one to talk to.
It's starting to scare me, like I'm split in two and one end is going crazy
I never had many friends in school and even now in my last year I don't. I always think everyone is looked down upon me and they think I'm not good enough. The first time I lost 10 pounds I was so happy and I even gained some friends , but months later they started being rude to me and the scale stopped moving so I felt depressed again.
I'm always so stressed with school and everything going on around me that im not apart of. I stress myself so much because I stopped looking to food as a way to cope with stress but it's so hard sometimes. On a few occasions I've wanted to stress eats but I ended up breaking down and crying myself to sleep because I was trying so hard to do better. I've even thought that I should cut myself instead of eating(I didn't do it because I hate sharp things and needles so yeah) but some days I just don't know what to do and I have no one to talk to.
It's starting to scare me, like I'm split in two and one end is going crazy
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Have you sought therapy or counseling of any kind? Now would be a good time. My heart goes out to you.0
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You should speak to a therapist about your issues. I'm sure you're aware that is not a healthy mindset and no one on a random internet forum is qualified enough to help you in this way.0
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All of this stuff you are talking about is inside of you and has nothing to do with the people out there. People are people, and our job is to feel good about ourselves.
You made a comment about cutting yourself, even if you intend never to do it like you said, which indicates you need some professional help. Get help now.0 -
OK making friends and keeping them is totally separate from your weight concerns
You can learn how to improve your social skills and how to make friends
http://m.wikihow.com/Make-Friends
As you get older you will realise how inane school popularity is ... don't sweat it...0 -
Besides all of the foregoing, Ninja, from the tone of your post and your concerns, it sounds like you might be under 18, which means you are too young to be on MFP.0
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Besides all of the foregoing, Ninja, from the tone of your post and your concerns, it sounds like you might be under 18, which means you are too young to be on MFP.
I am thinking the same thing...regardless of the post above...
Most school systems do not allow repeating of grades any longer...0 -
Regardless of what drove you to make this post or how you feel about it, you have some emotional problems. I don't say it to be mean.
Please seek therapy. You may become a much happier person.
Happiness is worth a shot. Go find a therapist you like and see if it doesn't help.
Good luck!0 -
Regardless of what drove you to make this post or how you feel about it, you have some emotional problems. I don't say it to be mean.
Please seek therapy. You may become a much happier person.
Happiness is worth a shot. Go find a therapist you like and see if it doesn't help.
Good luck!
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Yep, get professional help.libbydoodle11 wrote: »Have you sought therapy or counseling of any kind? Now would be a good time. My heart goes out to you.
You can't accomplish much in your health and fitness with these challenges plaguing your days.
First things first...0 -
and AGAINTavistockToad wrote: »Regardless of what drove you to make this post or how you feel about it, you have some emotional problems. I don't say it to be mean.
Please seek therapy. You may become a much happier person.
Happiness is worth a shot. Go find a therapist you like and see if it doesn't help.
Good luck!
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You should speak to a therapist about your issues. I'm sure you're aware that is not a healthy mindset and no one on a random internet forum is qualified enough to help you in this way.
What she said. The fact that you've considered harming yourself means this is something you need to speak to someone about sooner rather than later.0 -
In case anyone hasn't noticed, the OP has deactivated their account here.0
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