New from Phx-80 to lose. Need some buds!

Barngoddess1369

Hi there!

I'm officially at the bottom of the barrel and its time to fight my way out of the abyss. First my loving cherished child told me I looked like a cow. Granted, cows look pretty to her but it's a cow not a gazelle or a puma or something graceful. Second I go to the Dr.and I tip the scale at 205. I didn't weight 205 when I gave birth. My 48th birthday is Sunday and I have never felt less attractive in my entire life. My daughter is four and I have no energy to play with her....I can't breathe. That's ridiculous.

So, time to take control. I'd love to find some friends here to network with and help each other lose.....however it works here.

Jarae