Recovering ED motivation/ friends

Hi I'm Heather I'm 5'10 and 122lbs(about 20lbs underweight) and i wanted to see if i could connect with anyone else going through the same thing. None of my friends/family understand that I do know the consequences of being underweight and i don't want to be unhealthy but i just don't enjoy what i see in the mirror. So I can here to see if I could get any motivation or recovering friends. I'll be starting therapy once i get my insurance(end of December). Add me/message me if you are going through the same thing. Thanks