Giving in...

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Wellllllll ive been dealing with anorexia for a while now

Feb 2013-nov 2013 I dropped from 118 (highest weight ever) to 80 lb... I decided not 2013 that I needed to recover or else I'd probably face death...

So between nov 2013-March 2014 I gained to about 113... Only to get back down to 105ish and now maintaining Bout 107

I still count calories & still over exercise, but lately I have been binge eating & I believe it's because my body "wants" to gain weight...

Idk if I should keep trying to maintain or just give in, stop counting, and gain...

Oh btw I'm 5'4 and 24 years old

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  • mockchoc
    mockchoc Posts: 6,573 Member
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    Of course your body wants to gain, it wants you to live. I hope you are seeing a professional for help if not then please do. Hope all goes well.
  • coleymfp
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    my advice is if your a healthy weight, stop counting and just eat healthy food, if you feel like binging, binge on salad, nuts, berries, fruit, oats you will feel a lot better afterwards :)