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parrillr

Does anyone struggle with saying "F it" to the healthy eating and fitness routine they're on and use people's comments about being too skinny to go crazy and just pig out? I've had a horrible year--dad got diagnosed with cancer and passed away 3 months ago--and the holidays were so hard. Also, I got married, got a dog and went back to school for another degree. I fell into bad habits and lost a lot of weight and at 5' 5.5" I am just under 100 pounds. Everyone tells me I look sick and terrible but I guess I never noticed and don't feel sick. However, people's comments about how I look like "death warmed over" make me go binge eat because I feel like I am allowed to if I am too skinny. Anyone else ever do this or am I just crazy!?!?!?