Startin a new life and lookin for buddies

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I'm 27 have three amazing little boys and I have a long long road ahead of me I weigh 358 lbs right now and I'm disgusted with myself. I always find an excuse to quit and give up because my family loves me no matter what but I want it different this time. I'm wantin to find somebody who I can help as well as help me though this and make sure j don't give up. Outside motivation is a huge factor for me and I think this could work if somebody is willing to help and be a friend that a again