1st day

Kimberlymae43

Hello,

today is my first day on here, i was doing amazing and lost 70 lbs and then i met Mr. Right and now i have 4 kids and a fiancé and during this process i gained a lot of weight back and stopped going to the Gym i let myself Go,

for some odd reason i more scared this time than i was before,

I am scared i cant do this, i cant find time for the gym, i cant find time for me, eat better, eat less,

i need the old me back and i am scared i lost her

today is day 1,