Need support

punkrocklove2008

My name is Jackie. I am about to be 25 in February. Love in Southern California. i have always had weight issues. Never really been obese, but definitely a bit overweight. I have bad eating habits and I really want to change that. I had lost 20lbs 4 years ago before I had my daughter. After I had her I kept the weight off. Slowly with the years passing I gained the weight back and have been trying to go to the gym-on and off-. I'm self concious and don't feel good about myself at all. I Get depressed and feel like if I tell anyone how I feel, they'll look at me like if I'm overreacting or something I really want to get serious about this and hope I can find some people to talk to