Back again!

debann64

I am once again trying to lose weight, at my highest in a long time and scale keeps going up, it has been a stressful year for me, my fiancé had a stroke in May night before his 51st birthday, he was in icu for 3 weeks in which I lost 10lbs very scary, finally took him off breathing tube and later sent him to rehab, then another he was gone for 3 months, he can only use his right side has to use hemi walker, doctors said he will walk again with rehab just a long ride I take care of him and drive him to apps and all, I have recently gained back 10lbs + I found myself eating out of control again, I would bring Jim his favorite foods while he was away, pizza,seafood, homemade Mac and cheese nod of course eat with him, then I would also eat a lot of take out since it was easier being only my son and I at home. You would think stress would make me lose weight but it's comforting me I think, I have 2 daughters my oldest Was pregnant with her 1st and in sept at only 5 months went into labor and delivered her son Brody, unfortunately he only lived a short time, very emotional time for us,my younger daughter is pregnant 6 months now had a car accident the day of the 1st blizzard as she was told to go to work, she was hit from behind at a stop light, thank god her and the baby are okay totaled her car though..I really need to control my eating as I eat at times just because not that I am hungry, I also quit smoking New Year's Eve..I'm worried about everything finances, my mtg is behind since Jim had to retire and doesn't get much income, my hours got cut at work. I really want to lose weight and get ahold of my life again.thanks for reading, sorry so long, Deb