Looking for angel mom friends

MysteriousMerlin

I lost my first children, identical twin girls, on December 18th, 2014, after seven years of infertility. I was diagnosed with twin-to-twin transfusion syndrome the same day we found out the gender. Five days later, my Abigail was gone, at just 18 weeks gestation. Eight days later, her sister Octavia passed due to complications from the ttts surgery I had to try to save them.

My heart is broken, but my body is not. My husband and I are trying to conceive a rainbow child (a child born after a loss), so I need to get serious. I'm looking for mothers who have experienced a similiar situation, I think we can be a big help to each other. I'm struggling with depression, and I need a kick in the pants once in a while.