We all want what we don't have.

notenoughspeed

The other day, my friend came out of a convenient store, and was complaining at the fact that women are constantly attracted to him. He has a good physique. I can see attributes that women find physically attractive. It drives me nuts to hear this from someone. I dont think he has any clue what it means to be on the other side of that coin.

I'm on year two of my third journey towards reaching a normal weight. It hasn't been easy. Climbing down from 357 pounds, I've made great strides, but I still have a long way to go. I'm nowhere close to the end. I knew this would be the toughest thing I ever did. I haven't given up, but boy what I wouldn't give to have that feeling again.

I wonder how he would feel if we were to switch places. I've been there, at that place where I made it once in my life. Personally, it was the greatest feeling in the world. I will get there again. I did this to myself, and I will fix it permanently.