Absolutely Terrified

reinekaos

I'm a recovered anorexic, and after having gained my recovery weight I've continued to gain thanks to injuries preventing my exercise routine. I'm doing a lot better now with my injuries, but I'd really appreciate advice and support so I don't fall back into old habits or give up.

JustSomeEm

If your profile photo is you, you look great. Good luck! Why are you on MyFitnessPal? Are you trying to maintain your healthy weight?

reinekaos

I ended up over shooting and continuing to gain, Im 10 pounds over, so I'm trying to get to my 130 goal or bring down my bfp.

natalieknyff

I'm a recovered bulimic as well. Gaining weight is so very scary, but I am determined to never fall back into my old ways. I have three young boys to take care of now and they have to be my first priority, not how skinny I am. My goal is now to be healthy, though I think I will always see a fat person when I look in the mirror (although I know I'm not fat...) We have to realize that these things are in our heads and others don't see us in the same way. It's so difficult, but I completely understand your thought process. You can do this!!

reinekaos

Thank you so much! It's really nice knowing I'm not alone in the recovery anxiety.
I just want to be healthy. I'm a cna and hopeful nursing student, I can't be focusing on how thin I am when I need to be caring for me patients with my full strength.

natalieknyff

Yes, we need to be able to focus our energy elsewhere. I'm a teacher and a mama...there are more important things than being a size 0!

SamKiler

I felt myself slipping into my old ED habits about a month into me trying to lose weight. Personally I'm glad I started using this app when I did. Seeing how many calories I've eaten really calms my nerves and helps me eat more.