Could DEFINITELY use motivation this time around...

sixelani

Ack..
Already posted this as a status for the people that are -luckily- still on my friends list from the last time I posted about needing motivation...
Doing so here to look for even MORE people to help keep me motivated...
Hopefully. o_o

Past 2 months have been torturous hell, to say the least.
Began exercising to feel better about myself.
Then got cheated on by the guy I've been with for 3 years.
Broke up with him but was forced to continue living with him due to lack of funds (while having to deal with him continuing to see the chick he cheated on me with >_<).
Rather than continue exercising I fell off the bandwagon & gained back the weight I lost (luckily nothing more! - been 220 lbs. the few times I stepped on the scale).
Still forced to live with him, sadly...

BUT!

Got a second job (in a casino ) that I'll -hopefully- be starting this upcoming week.
Went walking today for the first time in months & did a whopping 4.3 miles with abuncha inclines & lost 4 pounds by the time I got home.
Temporary, I'm sure - but it made me feel better.
*fingers crossed* I can get myself dressed & walking at least a little bit each day, if not more.
Am determined to reach my goal weight!
Soooo I'm making this all public in the hopes that it'll help motivate me.
*determined face* >:D

Anyone willing to kick my butt into gear so I can actually stick with it this time..?
Would be much appreciated & I will do the same for you.

cdpm

Sounds like it's been a roller coaster for you!
I'm restarting too after a lull in my tracking/exercise.
If you want feel free to add me so we can support each other

andreirotariu

Hey sixelani,

You dont need your butt kicked into gear.

You've just been cheated on by someone who sounds like a complete douche.

Just continue using the app, doing your walking and the weight will slowly fall off.

Your motivation should be simple, lose weight, look and feel great and move out of the douche cave.

Well done.