Take 5052...

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...Or something like that.

I've been here before. If there's a diet out there, I've done it. Recently lost 10lbs on WW. My weight loss has always been up and down, loosely motivated, and half assed. I've struggled with my weight & with binge eating since puberty. Then marriage and children were kind to my soul and not so much my body.

I'm tired of making excuses for my body.
I'm tired of stylish clothes not fitting.
I miss tank tops.
I want tattoos in sexy places.
I want to look like a 27 year old.
I want to love what I see in the mirror.
I want my kids to be proud of me.
I want to be a MILF.
I want people to say "no way you've had 2 kids."
I don't want to hear "You look great for having 2 kids"
I just want to hear "You look great"
I don't want to spend days avoiding mirrors.

So, that's me. A kind of long winded 27 year old mama and wife who doesn't want to be just that anymore. It's the best job in the world, but I miss me. I want to find myself again.

I'm interested in following a low carb/keto type plan. I'm kind of crude. And kind of a smart *kitten*. And looking for pen pals to call me out when I'm doing crappy.

So. Hello, again, MFP.