eating disorder issue

reachingforarainbow

Basically my body is rebelling. I'm not even sure where to post this. Its partially related to do with my bulimia and partially related to me just being an idiot.

This weekend, I went out drinking with not enough food in my system. I drank atleast 15 drinks. (Mostly all just shots) and I wouldn't of even been sick, but my friend had to go get sick so I made myself sick because I figured it wasn't that weird if I made myself after drinking. It was purely because I was thinking about getting rid of calories. Even when I am totally gone I am still thinking about that. The thing is, I didn't have anything in my stomach to get rid of and just was throwing up blood.

I then told my friend about my issues (even though for the most part I've been okay for quite awhile with not using behaviors like restricting or purging). The mental side of things though is still there.

I've been feeling hung over ever since (3 days so far). And I've been feeling nauseous, dizzy, and my throat has been really sore. I also keep choking on liquids. And everything seems to taste disgusting.

I wish I was just normal and boring

yesimpson

I'm sorry you're going through this. You need to go and see a doctor.

mockchoc

Throwing up blood can possibly kill you. Do see a doctor.

llsekora13

I have struggled with food and alcohol for years. I know your pain. DON'T give up.