I'm simply trying

AnotherPuppet

I've been at this since January and so far I've lost 38 pounds. I should be happy with my accomplishments but honestly I just keep thinking about all the weight I could have lost but didn't. I've been struggling with undereating, purging (sometimes with or without a binge), and I do have days where I can't help but binge (1600+ cals).

I guess I just need others for support right now because I keep beating myself up for each pound I can't shake off.