Eating disorder

victoriadamore

Hi. I'm going to come out and say this- occasionally I struggle with binging and purging. I am obsessed with loosing weight and if I eat something I'm very guilty about, I have no hesitation throwing it back up. Sometimes when I'm home alone and feel bored I'll eat a *kitten* ton of food and throw it all up.
I don't think there's anything you guys can do.
Just wanted to get it off my chest.

karrieflowers

Same here. Although I don't throw up. I just feel guilty and depressed about eating. One day I'll reach my goal weight and be happy. (I have reached my goal weight in the past) but unfortunately gained all the weight back.. Because I like food

luko1111

I binge eat to comfort myself. It's an emotional connection. I've discovered that trying to find other ways to take care of myself is the key. Exercise, eating well-- anything to get out of this nasty cycle I've created.

Our problem is an emotional one. It's important to remember to forgive ourselves when we have a bad day.

I wish you lots of luck in your journey to good health. There's lots of help here!

Best,
Luc

RuNaRoUnDaFiEld

You shouldn't really be on here until your well on your way to recovery. Does your Dr and dentist know? Are you getting any help?

christophertoddchandler

You are in a difficult place Victoria, it is so much more than self-image, it is actually a neuropathway developed, a habit that has formed. There are professionals that can help. There is also many CD's on managing emotions and food.

999tigger

Hi

Are you getting professional help and support? You should speak with your Dr if not.

This is one of the UKs leading charities that deals with eating disorders.
http://www.b-eat.co.uk/about-eating-disorders/types-of-eating-disorder/bulimia

They have moderated forums.
http://www.b-eat.co.uk/support-services/message-boards

Some online support groups
http://www.b-eat.co.uk/support-services/online-support-groups

They also have some very helpful guides aimed at understanding your condition, a recovery guide and one for your parents and friends. They are well worth a read and quite comprehensive.

http://www.b-eat.co.uk/about-eating-disorders/leaflet-library/1351-beat-guide-to-understanding-eating-disorders
http://www.b-eat.co.uk/about-eating-disorders/leaflet-library/900-recovery-guide
http://www.b-eat.co.uk/about-eating-disorders/leaflet-library/905-caring-for-a-child-or-adolescent-with-an-eating-disorder

You should also look at the section showing you recovery is possible and you cna read peoples stories.
http://www.b-eat.co.uk/about-eating-disorders/do-you-have-an-eating-disorder/recovery-is-possible

You have been brave to post it, but obviously you know its not normal behaviour, hence you should get help from people who understand whats going on better. Good luck.