For Once

chavezjm196908

Hopefully, you all won't think I am pathetic but I have been heavy all of my life. There is a man in the play I am doing and I felt an instant connection with. He sings and acts like I do, we are constantly making each other laugh and much more. The thing is, I really like him and of course, he was a personal trainer with a gorgeous physique. I hate that I am fat and for once, I want to get the guy, not always watch some skinny girl get him first. I am just so down because I know, this weight I have to loose is a lot and will take time. What to do?