Losing 30 pounds and gaining it back

I recently just graduated from HS and I've had this app since my freshman year. The Summer after my freshman year is when I started changing how I ate and began becoming a bit more active. I started at 188 pounds and ended up in the 150s (I'm also 5'8). I kept the weight off for about a year but I slowly started gaining it back due to my depression. And as of last night I am 200 pounds and I find it even harder to lose weight the second time around. I keep crash dieting. So I'm looking for friends who are willing to motivate me and get the same motivation back in return. It would be very much appreciated..here's to another long journey ahead. :)qdwh02majglu.jpg
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