Need bad *kitten* motivator!!!!

I need someone who will not be afraid to message me if I don't log in for a few days. I need someone who will look at my diary and tell me I made some *kitten* choices. I need someone who will motivate me to keep on track. I know I need tough love and I just need to find the right person to help me. If you can be that person please add me or message me.