True Confessions - Don't Judge
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Confess..
I slept walked (is that bad grammar? should it be sleep walked?) again.
Woke to a trail of destruction, it scares me. The random *kitten* I do, often food is involved or dumping drawers and tearing up stuff, so it appears
I've done it since I was a little kid, haven't had any witnesses for a long time. When I was observed doing it last I was looking for needles and scissors and knives and manic to find them with no awareness that there were people around me. Apparently I talk during such episodes too.
A few years ago I was staying at someones place and had an episode where I went into a random drawer and tore up photos...I saw the destruction in the morning and was mortified
It's such a helpless feeling of shame that I have when I realize what I've done.
Scared and humiliated, altho I am alone mostly so the humility is self realized mostly (except when I share with you guys!)7 -
feeling lonely and missing company this morning0
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SabotageinStilettos wrote: »Confess..
I slept walked (is that bad grammar? should it be sleep walked?) again.
Woke to a trail of destruction, it scares me. The random *kitten* I do, often food is involved or dumping drawers and tearing up stuff, so it appears
I've done it since I was a little kid, haven't had any witnesses for a long time. When I was observed doing it last I was looking for needles and scissors and knives and manic to find them with no awareness that there were people around me. Apparently I talk during such episodes too.
A few years ago I was staying at someones place and had an episode where I went into a random drawer and tore up photos...I saw the destruction in the morning and was mortified
It's such a helpless feeling of shame that I have when I realize what I've done.
Scared and humiliated, altho I am alone mostly so the humility is self realized mostly (except when I share with you guys!)
Aww honey, that must be so frightening for you. ❤️❤️
Thank-you
It's so humbling and scary to have no control
I usually just brush it off, because there is nothing else I can do, but the reality does upset and scare me.
And it is super humiliating if other people witness the 'destruction'
...oh well, good to be humble maybe, I feel somewhat comforted being exposed and humble3 -
IC I drank lotsa wine last night to get through a boring date. I logged last nights wine for breakfast this morning
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In a moment of weakness I cared about being misunderstood by people that don't factor in my life12
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Confess..
I slept walked (is that bad grammar? should it be sleep walked?) again.
Woke to a trail of destruction, it scares me. The random *kitten* I do, often food is involved or dumping drawers and tearing up stuff, so it appears
I've done it since I was a little kid, haven't had any witnesses for a long time. When I was observed doing it last I was looking for needles and scissors and knives and manic to find them with no awareness that there were people around me. Apparently I talk during such episodes too.
A few years ago I was staying at someones place and had an episode where I went into a random drawer and tore up photos...I saw the destruction in the morning and was mortified
It's such a helpless feeling of shame that I have when I realize what I've done.
Scared and humiliated, altho I am alone mostly so the humility is self realized mostly (except when I share with you guys!)
I confess that in my teens, I sleep walked down the stairs, through the living room (where my parents were entertaining company), and into the porch...... completely naked
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CoffeeAndContour wrote: »_Deadman_Walking_ wrote: »Confess..
I slept walked (is that bad grammar? should it be sleep walked?) again.
Woke to a trail of destruction, it scares me. The random *kitten* I do, often food is involved or dumping drawers and tearing up stuff, so it appears
I've done it since I was a little kid, haven't had any witnesses for a long time. When I was observed doing it last I was looking for needles and scissors and knives and manic to find them with no awareness that there were people around me. Apparently I talk during such episodes too.
A few years ago I was staying at someones place and had an episode where I went into a random drawer and tore up photos...I saw the destruction in the morning and was mortified
It's such a helpless feeling of shame that I have when I realize what I've done.
Scared and humiliated, altho I am alone mostly so the humility is self realized mostly (except when I share with you guys!)
I confess that in my teens, I sleep walked down the stairs, through the living room (where my parents were entertaining company), and into the porch...... completely naked
I did something very similar but then I peed in the shoe closet
OMG like the girl from the exorcist
That movie still scares the *kitten* out of me!
Once I had a dream I was falling, and when I woke up... I fell on the bed from what felt like at least 5ft in the air, I have no idea wtf I was doing. 1 -
I confess, that I feel like crying but I don't know why & it isn't even close, to my TOM yet {when I expect this to occur, for like 5 minutes}! I also, feel like vomiting but I am not sick within such a manner, that'd cause that to happen! I felt like this a few days ago as well! So I'm afraid that this means that I'll figure within a week, that something awful occurred because that's typically what happens, it's like my version of a premonition!3
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Clever_User_Name wrote: »I confess that I haven't spoken to my mom since she posted on Facebook that my daughter was dead the day before she died. I called her and said that she wasn't going to make it and to keep it quiet until me or her mom say something, and within 10 minutes, she said she had passed on *kitten* Facebook. This was when most people didn't know how dire the situation was as well.
I don’t think anyone would blame you. That’s a terrible and thoughtless thing to do to you and your family during such a tragic time.1 -
Clever_User_Name wrote: »I confess that I haven't spoken to my mom since she posted on Facebook that my daughter was dead the day before she died. I called her and said that she wasn't going to make it and to keep it quiet until me or her mom say something, and within 10 minutes, she said she had passed on *kitten* Facebook. This was when most people didn't know how dire the situation was as well.
This makes my heart hurt. I am so sorry for your loss as i was unaware...& i don't blame you for not speaking to your mom after doing such a thoughtless thing. What a horrible situation
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TenaciousGymKitten wrote: »Mr_Healthy_Habits wrote: »CoffeeAndContour wrote: »_Deadman_Walking_ wrote: »Confess..
I slept walked (is that bad grammar? should it be sleep walked?) again.
Woke to a trail of destruction, it scares me. The random *kitten* I do, often food is involved or dumping drawers and tearing up stuff, so it appears
I've done it since I was a little kid, haven't had any witnesses for a long time. When I was observed doing it last I was looking for needles and scissors and knives and manic to find them with no awareness that there were people around me. Apparently I talk during such episodes too.
A few years ago I was staying at someones place and had an episode where I went into a random drawer and tore up photos...I saw the destruction in the morning and was mortified
It's such a helpless feeling of shame that I have when I realize what I've done.
Scared and humiliated, altho I am alone mostly so the humility is self realized mostly (except when I share with you guys!)
I confess that in my teens, I sleep walked down the stairs, through the living room (where my parents were entertaining company), and into the porch...... completely naked
I did something very similar but then I peed in the shoe closet
OMG like the girl from the exorcist
That movie still scares the *kitten* out of me!
Once I had a dream I was falling, and when I woke up... I fell on the bed from what felt like at least 5ft in the air, I have no idea wtf I was doing.
Reminds me of The United States of Tara.
I used to watch this show religiously. I so miss it.1 -
I actually care way to much about people that could care less about me. I need to stop. It is so, so stupid.
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_Captivated_ wrote: »I actually care way to much about people that could care less about me. I need to stop. It is so, so stupid.
I understand this a little too well
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IC, you still bring me to tears.2
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Ic one of my all time favorite movies is wreck it ralph1
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Lord only knows what I've got in my eye1
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My confession - Ummmmm... My life revolves around food! Thank you very much2
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I don't feel like doin 5h!T today!0
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