need to lose...

Hi yall I am needing to lose the weight....not only for health reasons but I also want to lose weight to be more proud of myself when I am looking in the mirror. Would like to stop buying bigger clothes. Sometimes I can't even find clothes that fit at Walmart. Really....I have to go to a bigger person store that is gonna cost 50 or more just for a pair of pants.....seriously I am just tired and want to change. Need much support in this journey to better health and a better self esteem.