Not New, Just Decided To Come Back Home!

HeavysetPat

long story short

after making the life decision to finally be the person I am suppose to be, and also cause i want to look damn good in a suit lol

But seriously, i got on the scale 8 days ago and it said 442, thats 1 pound heavier than my heaviest weight 5 years ago, and i said i would never be that big again, but i lied to myself, and i am sick of lying with myself. In my closet i have 15 graphic tees that i cant wear, 3 pair of jeans that i can barely button, and 12 new button up shirts that are very snug. My BP is 170/103, my back, shoulders, and hips hurt. It hurts to sit down AND stand up for long periods of time. My family medical history is crap (stroke, heart disease, high BP, diabetes) My mom takes 4 different BP meds.

I have to be who I'm supposed, there is no going back

i have been gone from MFP for about 6 months, and of course about 85% of my friend list has either deleted their account or hasnt logged in, in months,

So, i am looking for people to support and support me
people who are going thru the same or similar things
People who know what it feels like to fail, get up, fail, get up, and are tired of it


it would want to join forces to finally beat this, to be our own Fat Justice League lol and when we achieve our goals we can change it to the Fit Justice League, maybe even make tshirts lol

hope to here from your soon, add me as a friend, thanks guys and good luck

ms_smartypants

Welcome back...I know too much about failing/giving up....but at least we are still here and trying ....this time around we will succeed ....wishing you much success.....Feel free too add me