Why am I my worst enemy?
Why cannot I be consistent? I have 50 lbs to lose.
I log my food for a day or two and then give up. Any little deviation in my routine and I lose it. It can be as little as a friend coming over, meeting someone for lunch, having a task to do I dislike.
I am retired and can please myself but love being on my own keep myself busy with reading, television but never make time for exercise. I begrudge paying gym membership but will spend £8 a week on the National lottery.
I need to get a grip but do not seem to be able to.