I'm my own worst enemy...

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I'll eat clean.
I'll lift heavy.
I'll be consistent and dedicated.

But I won't see any personal change in myself. I feel like I will always look in the mirror and be disappointed and point out every flaw I can see. I don't know why I do this and its sort of taking a toll on me. Truth be told...I'm the only thing in my way.

Has anyone else gone through something like this?