Hello Again....

Say_Tia

Hiya,

I'm not new to MFP, I left in the beginning of the year. Here's my story...

I worked my *kitten* off to lose 60lbs over the last year and worked even harder to keep it off, I joined MFP and was able to meet amazing people who helped me stay accountable until it went to hell. I found out I was pregnant in January and was beyond excited, I figured I would do my best to eat healthy amidst the pastry cravings and new found allergy to vegetables (no seriously the smell of veggies would send me running in the opposite direction) But in February I miscarried, I was devastates and while my husband was supportive and amazing he couldn't comfort me the way a key lime pie, brownies and ice cream could. Then if that wasn't a kick in the stomach my father (best friend) passed away from a sudden heart attack a few weeks later. I spun out of control and begin closet eating..no seriously I would hide food in the closet and eat (don't judge me). Since January I have gained 30lbs and cant seem to get back on track. Then this morning as I was eating the last of the birthday cake I had on Friday (once again don't judge me) I looked down at the plate and begin to cry..it from a soft cry to a OMG WHAT HELL IS HAPPENING TO ME AND WHY AM I EATING CAKE FOR BREAKFAST cry. So here I am, riddle with guilt but ready to start over. I have my gym membership, a shopping list for this week and no cake left. I'm ready! Now all I need is a group of kick *kitten* supportive people in my corner, people I can support, and laugh with. Please feel free to add me & good luck on your journey!