My story

Racheldasilva174

Hi there, I'd like to begin sharing something that I've been worrying about for months, my body image and weight. I used to be 121 pounds, not skinny but not big. I was ashamed of myself and my terrible eating habits that I never paid attention to. After cutting calories and exercising and eating healthy I'm down to around 104 pounds. I love food, but it's become an obsession. I can't stop thinking about eating. I don't necessarily over eat but I anticipate eating because I just love it. I'm careful at times with what i eat but with school and stress I'm cutting myself slack on desserts and unhealthy foods. I feel like crap if I have cake or pie or ice cream etc and feel like I'm going to gain all my weight back. I barely have time to exercise and I have to fit in my bridesmaid dress in 2.5 months. I have to focus on school but my worry for weight is bothering me to the point I obsessively check my body in the mirror everyday to see if I gained weight

zoeysasha37

How would you gain weight unless you where eating at a surplus ?