Starting Over

samtastic80
samtastic80 Posts: 10 Member
edited November 2024 in Getting Started
I am re-posting this in "Getting Started", from my post in "Introduce Yourself". Hoping to make some more great friends!

Heyyyy Ladies and Gents of MFP!

My name is Sam. I am 35 and reside in the beautiful state of California. I am a SAHM Wifey and Mama of (5 kiddos + 2 fur babies+ 1 fish ;)) <3 I am returning to MFP after a wayyy too long hiatus (a year and a half maybe?). Here is the short version of my story...
In 2011 about a month before my youngest daughter was turning a year old, I decided that I was sick and tired of being fat and out of shape and feeling ugly and uncomfortable in the skin that I was in (I was depressed). I was weighing in at my heaviest weight of my entire life at about 225 lbs (could have been more, but that was my last weight at the dr's office). I had just recently bought my first super smart phone and was looking for an diet and fitness app that would change my life...and guess what?? I totally did!!! MFP of course! Right before my 1 year anniversary with MFP; I had lost a whopping 100 pounds! My self confidence had received a small boost, I was infatuated with my new wardrobe (especially my bikini collection); more than that though...I became infatuated and obsessed with the number on the scale! This did horrid things to my mojo. I started making unhealthy choices with food and exercise. I started gaining weight back slowly over the next year and then, I just gave up after that...I let myself go. And with doing that I gained back a ridiculous amount of weight (58 pounds). That also did horrid things to my mojo (my self esteem was totally in the garbage). I have done some soul searching over the last year though...and I have learned a few things about myself. I am ready for this commitment again; and to create healthy habits (the scale will NOT be such a big part of my life). I have gained strength form some amazing women that inspire me, not only to set healthy goals and crush them, and to love myself (no matter the number on the scale or the size of my jeans). They have inspired me to wear my battle scars proudly...because I have earned them!
I hope that I can make some great friends on here this time around like I did when I was here before. I love being a cheerleader for BADASSERY (big or small). Everyone here=AWESOMENESS though; because we have made the choice to make a change! Have a FAB day, and remember...YOU ROCK <3

Ps. I could use a few cheerleaders myself. So if you want to be buds...hit me up. Haha!

Replies

  • thom2369
    thom2369 Posts: 271 Member
    edited November 2015
    I am back too to get started again! Feels different the second time around huh. Let's do it :)
  • motivccess
    motivccess Posts: 201 Member
    thom2369 wrote: »
    I am back too to get started again! Feels different the second time around huh. Let's do it :)

    thom yorke ...?? ;)
  • runningstrong80
    runningstrong80 Posts: 170 Member
    Hi Sam. I've also come back to MFP after a hiatus. Feel free to add me :)
  • beccalynn1977
    beccalynn1977 Posts: 3 Member
    I've also come back to MFP after falling off the wagon for quite awhile. I'm on a serious mission this time around. ☺
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