Lose of a child

Shull_rachael

on July 26,2015 I lost my 2nd child. Shortly after the father.(whom I thought was the love of my life left me.) As I let depression consume every part of my being I quickly gained back all of the weight I have lost. Only about 10lbs but it was another huge blow to my self esteem. Finally after months of mopping around I'm ready to change my life. I'm tired of being a fat *kitten* and constantly blaming myself for the lose of my sweet baby. I could really use friends and support during the up hill journey.

symone53

So sorry for your loss from one mother to another. I pray that you will find the strength to ensure the loss was not in vein. In other words, try to find something from this experience that can be used as positive growth in your life. As for your ex, the best revenge is living well. And not that you should seek revenge but you should definitely let the world know that you are strong, beautiful, and nothing will prevent you from grabbing every bit that life has to offer and living it to the fullest. You can do it!!!

Shull_rachael

Thank you! I'm hoping one day I do see the good in situation. I'm hoping I finally get motivated to change my life!