New! Need to lose 66 pounds but I settle if I can get the first 30 gone

Hi Everyone,
A new year and I am back trying to lose weight again. I got awfully depress in 2010 and got on weightwatchers momentum and lost over 40 something. Well I'm author and artist and I spent most of my time writing a novel and editing with a few other of my works. I said this year I will put some of that work into me. I hate my body. I need to lose. I might be able to put on a Victoria Secret shirt and stuff but it's not cute how it look. I think I take some time off for me.