Goals

deardevon

I didn't realize I had so many, but now I bet I will keep finding more.

Fit comfortably in an airplane seat.
Ride any theme park ride I want.
No more liver problems.
Little to no knee pain.
Little to no back pain.
Little to no foot pain.
Wear the shoes that I want.
Wear the clothes that I want.
Save money on clothes because I don't have to shop in Plus sized stores.
Not feel like a troll that frightens children.
Be comfortable in public.
Be comfortable and more confident going after other goals and desires in my life.
Stop feeling guilty.
Stop feeling like I don't deserve good things.
Know what it's like to feel thin/healthy.
Buy clothes in single digit sizes, not just single digit plus sizes.
No (or much less) risk of diabetes.
Stop snoring my husband awake every night.
Learn to breathe properly.
Be able to do yoga.
Run.
Run without cramping.
Run a mile.
Run a mile without feeling like I'm going to have a heart attack.
Run in the Disney marathons.
Be able to bend over to do things like put my socks on and pick things up off the floor without my stomach being in the way.
Maybe not hate the Summer so much, because I can finally wear shorts and tank tops and sandals.
Stop being hot ALL THE TIME.
Feel sexy.
Feel pretty.
Feel proud.
Wear comfortable bras without being upset because my boobs aren't big enough to balance out my stomach.
See what my figure actually looks like, because I have a nice shape without the flab ruining it.
Have energy.
Be regular.
Worry less about how I compare to EVERYONE around me.
Worry less about what people think about me.
Stop being afraid that I might get bullied because it does happen to other people just because they're larger.
Be able to borrow from my friends closets.
Have my friends want to borrow from my closet.
Save money by learning to shop, cook, and eat healthily, and also needing to eat less food.
Look better in photos.
Grow old with my husband and friends.
Live long enough to see as much technological development as I can.
Live long enough to see my best friend's kids grow up.
Live long and prosper.