30 yr old on 1200 net calories

aft85

hi, could do with some friends and motivation.

i've been fat pretty much always apart from a brief spell when i was about 21. I want to wear nice clothes again, and have energy, and not be angry at people who take pictures of me. i feel like i'm afraid of people who used to know me seeing how fat i got.

i'm 1200 on lazy days and 1500 more active ones. my eating habits have gotten way out of hand in recent years and i need to get in control of them again.