I'm back! And more motivated than ever!

momosully

Well here I am again, 3 years older and 30lbs heavier. I'm back for round two last time I was doing really well and then they closed the gym in my town and there was nothing to replace it so I got discouraged and gave up. Yup I know, it's a feeble excuse. So in the last three yrs I've move 4 times, broke up and got back with my current bf twice, changed jobs, bought a house in town near work and new school for kids. So it's been stressful and I'll be honest I just didn't give a crap anymore about what I ate or my lack of motivation. These day things have calmed down quite a bit and I'm much happier. I've noticed it the last little while that goin up the stairs is almost gut wrenching and nothing looks good on me anymore. That's when I decided I need to do something. So far I've done pretty well but it's only been a week. And yesterday was difficult for me. I really just wanted to eat everything.. so I as much as it kills me to admit it I need support and motivation, especially from ppl who are goin through the same thing and need motivation to keep going. Cause let's be honest we have the days were we just wanna throw the entire day in the "fuckit bucket" and eat till we can't see straight.. feel free to add me, I haven't quite figured out how to fully use this site as it is completely different from 3 yrs ago when I was here. So peace out peeps and keep ur eyes on the prize. Mine are my feet cuz I can't see them when I stand up straight