need new motivation and friends plz!

This is gonna sound like a vent-but plz bear with me lol..so sick of myself. I feel like im hooked on drugs when all im doin is ordering pizza..again and again. Totally fell off my good habits and healthy routines with so much stress and chaos last year-I find that I cope with these things with food, and lots of it. I did so well for a while- worked my butt off and lost close to 35 pounds and felt AMAZING!! and now im completely off my game. Anyway- so tired of stuffing my body and feeling bad about my choices. Not wanting to face my weight gain for a while- im just coming back to MFP because it really was a big part of my routine, so now I need some new motivation and friends- people I can send a quick message to if I feel a binge coming on. I know I have to be accountable to myself and my success depends on me-but I really do sometimes feel like im on drugs-it just come with extra pepperoni lol..

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