I feel like I'm dying, and it's time to change that.

InevitableButterfly

Hello people, I'm 476 lb and always the biggest woman wherever I go. My weight goal is 160 lb and I'm 5'9''. What I would love is to have some friends here who are around my same height and weight, or who are around the same height and have been close to the same weight in the past. I know I need some people around me who know the pain and misery of being this severely overweight and who have similar goals. I've been here for more than 2 years and have continuously fluctuated in my weight but with an overall trend ever heavier. This is officially the biggest I have ever been, the sickest I have ever been, and the worst I have ever felt. If I reach 500 lb I'm done and I know it. I can't walk without moderate-severe pain as it is, and my heart is not happy with me. Another 24 lb gained and I think that will be the end of me. So that can't happen.

I plan to reach my goal weight by September of 2018 so I'll be around here until then. If you'd like to be part of a support system for me and have me be part of yours I would really appreciate it because I know I need that to get through this.

jacqueline0821

Feel free to add me. I am always on for support.