Relationships ended when weight came :/

Blong2294

So since I gained 70lbs.
It's crazy how things change I use to turn heads I still do towards some but I use to turn every head even female. I'm 5'10 I use to model for Autorama. Anyways the compliments on being cute stop guys stop hitting on me and I felt unattractive just cause I gained weight and I'm tall for once I see and felt how it was to be someone of heavier weight. I went from being the center of attention and flirts to setting around watching everyone flirting. However I do get your occasionally white boii that's always curious for thickness hitting on me. But I learned to accept my 70lbs over the two years and glad I got to see how weight makes a differences with relationships and friendships. Past two years I haven't felt myself and I tried to lose weight just to gain the 35lbs back from stress. But my journal starts again. Back to my highschool weight. Plus a butt this time and DD boobs cause I definitely gained it lol