I'm back and humbled.....

13chantie13

After logging in, counting calories and excersising daily for 523 days on a row I stopped and thought I could do this on my own. I've tried non gluten, vegaterian, and even vegan diets yet somehow ive gained the 7 lbs I had lost. Sure it doesn't sound like much compared to other drastic weight losses you see on this site, but 7 lbs on ME is a HUGE deal!!! My self esteem and acceptance is in the toilet and I feel like a hopeless failure!! I'm engaged to a wonderful man yet I freak out when I look in the mirror and try to find a dress to get married in! I feel ridiculously bad about myself and realize I need to get a handle on this again so I'm back to using MFP and trying to become more involved so I can shed this baggage and feel more accepting about me.