odd realization

JSgetsfit

I had an odd realization the other day.
I actually got off track of losing weight a couple months ago and then I realized why.
I had spinal fusion surgery a little over a year ago. I have had severe vack problems for 11 years. I went from needing to walk with a cane (I am 35) andnot beibg able to stand for more yhan 10 minutes to pretty much normal. My spinal fusion surgery went extremely well. Initially lost about 20 pounds because of my physical therapy and quiting pop all together. But then I kind of stalled so I down loaded this app to help me and lost about 5 pounds. But then I got off track a couple months ago and the other day I realized why. I went from not being able to do anything to feeling normal and finally able to out and do stuff and the last couple of months was like I was getting the excitement out of my system, I actually just got through planting a 12 foot by 30 foot garden and planting a garden is something I have wanted to do for a few years but have been unable to do. Well the other say I realized my excitement of being able to do stuff again. As getting in the way if me losing weigh and I feel like I am emotionally ready to actually commit to losing weight, which is an odd realization because I genuinely wanted to lose weighr before but I didn't realize that being able to do stuff again was actually getting in the way.