Accountability buddy

incisron

I could use one. I kept messing up by not sticking to my calories. I did well for the past two days, then today we were kind of broke and not alot was in the house, so with a choice between cooking oatmeal or grits or rice or something like that and using the calories on tiny amounts of candy my sis offered, I chose the candy. After wasting calories on a very tiny amount of junk food, I was tired and took a nap after finishing training classes for a job, which means I'll be up till the crack of dawn. Ugh. I can be pretty dumb. I'd done the thing where I sat up all night till early morning, starving on a tiny amount of junk and trying not to go over my calories. So far it hasn't worked. I decided to give it a shot anyway. Then someone gave me a soda and I tried to ignore it. I couldn't stop thinking about it, and the thing was I wasn't even hungry yet. In the end I drank it and I ate a plate of Chinese food my mom bought me, a handful of cookies and some chips. I'm pretty frustrated with myself now.