Weird state

Goddessmaker1

Hello all,

I feel like I'm in a weird state. I like where I am but I know that I need to lose alot more. I initially set out to lose 150lbs and be all fit and trim. Not to say it's not possible as this site has many who have but for me I'm a bit unsure. I will have to have some medical test conducted as I had a great stall that is still here and has actually put me in a gained area. Embarrassing but it's life.I''m doing my best not to allow the fear of failure get in the way of getting serious again about fitness. When I started out I kept pressing because I was like I'm 300 plus and if I just keep at it I will get to goal. Then the stall then a screw this I'm wasting my time and money doing something isn't working. With all the change ups fitness wise and food. Is there anyone here who is like happy with what they are but just doing things to make themselves a bit better? I also feel like I'm in a weird spot due to my age. I'm too young to say screw it I'm old and will just be content in fatness but I'm too old in the same breathe to think that I will get to enjoy the carefree fit life of my youth,I'm 27 so it's a weird time.

Just a few thoughts that have been in my mind for a minute.