anyone else have "stomach phobia?"

Kayden1986

bare with me ok. This is hard but might seem stupid to some.

my stomach. Im not talking about mild dislike, I mean full on hate. I cant hug people properly, because I move away from being touched on my stomach.
I actually (honestly) hit my dad when he poked me there, because he forgot about it and I was so upset I hit him but I couldn't stop from lashing out.

its a phobia that makes me wear baggy tops, all the time. I am a UK size ten, and my stomach is not flabby but I just.. Ugh I cant even explain it...even if fabric is tight or even slightly taunt, I feel physically sick. I wear size 14 tops instead of my real size just so they flow and are lose.I don't think Im ever going to wear fitting clothing in my life again. This has been the same for over three years, getting worse I think.

...yes I have been for counselling for stuff and this came up but never got sorted.

sooo Just wondering if im the only one...? is it just me? does anyone have phobias about parts of themselves?