I need myself back.

ludazatobom
ludazatobom Posts: 53 Member
edited December 2024 in Getting Started
Hello. Just a short intro about myself. I always had weight issues since i was a child. I've battled this battle for a very long long time. I am turning 29 in a little less then 2 weeks. So i figured...there is no way in hell i want to turn 30 and look back and find myself still stuck in this cage that is now my body. I have lost a good amount close to 6 years ago. About 85-90lbs it took me 8 months but i really was all about being healthy and i hit the gym 3 if not 4 days a week. I dropped down to 180 and i never looked or felt better. I got married had a baby and here i am standing st 300lbs if not 310. I absolutely hate myself and more so image for falling this low. I really have no want to do anything social because that would require leaving my comfort zone...crying over having nothing to wear because i refuse to shop for those 3xl and 4xl clothes and of course i dont want to be seen. I am currently very invisble. At work we got new uniforms they are just tshirts and i got an 2xl which barely fits and the shirt is huge when u look at it but nope doesn't fit. I feel so disgusting and embarrassed. I call this day 1. Day 1 of bringing me back to life. I hope i meet some people here who can be my cheerleaders. :))

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  • BekahC1980
    BekahC1980 Posts: 474 Member
    I'll be your cheerleader ;)
  • ludazatobom
    ludazatobom Posts: 53 Member
    BekahC1980 wrote: »
    I'll be your cheerleader ;)

    Please be. That would be amazing! Thank you!!!!
  • lorenlesley
    lorenlesley Posts: 24 Member
    I have struggled with my weight my entire life as well. I lost 70lbs about 5 years ago and gained it all back. Now I'm back at it. You can add me for support. I log in daily.
  • ashatwell87
    ashatwell87 Posts: 125 Member
    You can add me :) so can anyone else! I am very active on here
  • WendyLaubach
    WendyLaubach Posts: 518 Member
    Sent you a friend request.
  • ludazatobom
    ludazatobom Posts: 53 Member
    Thanks guys. I appreciate the love. It helps me lots and you guys remind me I'm not alone. This is day 2 for me. I'm really ready this time around. For the past week actually I've realized how badly i need to get back to this. Sitting in certain positions has become physically uncomfortable for me and how sad is that?!?! I'm still young i need to live this life to the fullest and i need to be a good example for my boys. And my husband needs his fun wife back.
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