I will get this eventually!

Hello all.....my name is Vanessa and I am new to this page. I am looking to support others as well as get the support. I have gone up and down with my weight over the years and I have tried over and over to get a grip on this. I have overcome so much from drugs, alcohol, cigarettes, depression, and now my challenge is food. My goal is to be in the best shape of my life by the time I hit the 4-0....that leaves me 4 years. I enjoy weightlifting. That is my thing and I really want to be toned up very nicely by 40. I would love to have some fitness friends to help keep me on the right path. I do most of this alone, and it gets tough sometimes to no have one to reach out to. Look forward to the friendships. Be blessed.