both ends of the spectrum in two days

thisaintagame

Ok first let me say im sorry this is kind of a rant and a kick in my own butt however it is also part "huh..."


So i reckon i should explain. I started mfp last falk and lost 30 lbs. Fell off the wagon and gained back 10ish. Been trying to motivate myself again and to a tiny degree i have succeeded (but to explain that and everything else i need a real keyboard, not a smartphone and fat thumbs.) Two days ago at work a lady just turns around and looks at me. "Are you having a baby?" No. Im just fat and this apron doesnt help things. Thanks for asking im 5'7" & 260ish pants size 20 age 27. Today at work in the same uniform, a guy comes over (not old or young ..middle aged??) "I mean this as a compliment (me thinking ok..now what?!) But did you play sports when you were younger?" Softball for a few years but thats it really.. "do u work out?" ...um no not really (but i should be...again...motivation and other things). "You just look really fit and healthy. You look really strong!" Um thanks for the compliment Sir. (?!?) From prego to "really fit" bahahahahaha. I thought it was hilarious. Peoples perceptions amuse me at times. But both are a source of motivation and in a way a weird sorce of "support".