Here goes nothing

emelenjrmac

Hello all! I am a 33 year old mother of 5. Ill be celebrating my 16th wedding anniversary this Friday and am weighing in at 295. incredibly sad, completely discouraged and cant find motivation to get up and do something about it. I lie to everyone around me and tell them I am happy with who I am and I don't care what anyone thinks. My niece showed me this site and tomorrow is her birthday. So today I decided I will start on here. I will be 100% honest with myself on here. and each day I will pick a new reason to get up and get moving and to stop eating constantly. Tomorrow my reason will be my niece. I have 5 kids and a husband and family so I figure I have a reason for about the next week and a half. After that I'll have to dig deeper. So I am open any and all positive encouragement is welcome. Looking forward to getting thru this!