Am I getting somewhere? (scary pics!) :P

Titaggg

Hello! This is the improvement I made so far.
I'm 5,9 feet and 145 lbs.
Apparently I can't lose weight anymore with diet (I started reverse dieting from 1100 kcal per day, I KNOW!!!) so I just started weightlifting with small weights and bodyweight mainly.

My head is wrong because I don't see much difference from end of June and today's picture! My bf tells me there's a huge difference. I believe him because every day, above all by evening, I feel extremely fat. It's ridiculous but it seems fat materializes on my body by night... stupid head of mine...

Well, aside from my being paranoid, I have some goals to reach:
1-Doing a complete push up (Yeah, I can only do it with bent knees)
2-Doing a complete pull-up and chin-up (I can barely do one while sitting on the floor).
3-Doing a handstand (I manage it on the wall only)
4-Losing those muffin tops!!!!

Do you think I will manage it some day?

NaturalNancy

Huge difference!
Stomach, and inner and outer thighs look different- more toned, great work!

bladebiker

Massive difference, look how far you have come

ashardo

There's a huge difference! You look lean and toned, great job. Keep up the good work! We are our own worst critic.

jgeorge69

There's a huge difference! You look great..definitely lost weight and toned up! Listen to your boyfriend, he knows what he's talking about! Great work!! Congrats!!

lenoresdream

Huge difference! We're always our own worst critics. Please be nice to yourself your body is amazing!

Shana67

145lb at 5'9" is actually your ideal weight - you look FANTASTIC.

muddishooz

Major difference. You look great.

Pelses

Titaggg wrote: »

Hello! This is the improvement I made so far.
I'm 5,9 feet and 145 lbs.
Apparently I can't lose weight anymore with diet (I started reverse dieting from 1100 kcal per day, I KNOW!!!) so I just started weightlifting with small weights and bodyweight mainly.

My head is wrong because I don't see much difference from end of June and today's picture! My bf tells me there's a huge difference. I believe him because every day, above all by evening, I feel extremely fat. It's ridiculous but it seems fat materializes on my body by night... stupid head of mine...

Well, aside from my being paranoid, I have some goals to reach:
1-Doing a complete push up (Yeah, I can only do it with bent knees)
2-Doing a complete pull-up and chin-up (I can barely do one while sitting on the floor).
3-Doing a handstand (I manage it on the wall only)
4-Losing those muffin tops!!!!

Do you think I will manage it some day?

Pelses

Are you kidding? You have major changes in the right direction. Way to go

Titaggg

Thank you so much! It cheers me up when I hear it from people who really know what it means!
People used to say I was "slim" also when I was like the first pictures... So I don't trust them a lot!