I am new on mfp need some frends for motivation

Heloo frends I am new on mfp ...I am from india....and loking for some frends for motivation in my wait loos journey......I have trying for loosing my axtra kiloos from since so many years...but evry time I get fail...and again eating eating and eating....I know evry tym tht I am doing wrong ....but I dont know why I am doing this ..coz of my this habit I put more n more wait.....frends I am 35 years old and mother of 10 years old son.....my son always ask me for become slim...I fill realy very bed tht he wants his mom fit ..slim n beautifull but I am not like tht.....now ones again I am trying to loos my wait and coming hear ...I need ur help freands....for motivation...and saport ....plz give some advice