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  • Motorsheen
    Motorsheen Posts: 20,492 Member
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    IVMay wrote: »
    propofol.

    I understand.

  • synchkat
    synchkat Posts: 37,369 Member
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    Watching a Pokemon movie. Why?!?
  • IVMay
    IVMay Posts: 442 Member
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    58hcmj0qmdni.jpg

    I'm going somewhere and replacing labradors with dachshunds :)
    Tired. On propofol and wanting to wake up but it's a little late for that.
  • jcobb1980
    jcobb1980 Posts: 9 Member
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    Binge watching Bosch
  • showerbeer182
    showerbeer182 Posts: 798 Member
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    Ummmm debating some stove top popcorn...hmmmmmm
  • slimgirljo15
    slimgirljo15 Posts: 269,440 Member
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    Im doing pizza :p
  • FeraFilia
    FeraFilia Posts: 4,664 Member
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    Walking around outside in the dark listening to music and using all my data.
  • Tigg_er
    Tigg_er Posts: 22,001 Member
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    Just doing a little picken
  • FeraFilia
    FeraFilia Posts: 4,664 Member
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    Wishing my brain was wired a little differently.
  • IVMay
    IVMay Posts: 442 Member
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    I'm throwing things into bushes.

    @FeraFilia we're all wired differently. Hope you stop wishing as such and grace/brace yourself.
  • Tigg_er
    Tigg_er Posts: 22,001 Member
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    Shake the trees and the squirrels fall out
  • FeraFilia
    FeraFilia Posts: 4,664 Member
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    IVMay wrote: »
    I'm throwing things into bushes.

    @FeraFilia we're all wired differently. Hope you stop wishing as such and grace/brace yourself.

    Funny. Because I wish my brain was wired differently so I *could* accept myself as I am.
  • IVMay
    IVMay Posts: 442 Member
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    FeraFilia wrote: »
    IVMay wrote: »
    I'm throwing things into bushes.

    @FeraFilia we're all wired differently. Hope you stop wishing as such and grace/brace yourself.

    Funny. Because I wish my brain was wired differently so I *could* accept myself as I am.

    And just who are you.... currently?

    Look - be honest in this. What is the problem: don't sidetrack to make it seem normal when you know that won't defeat it. Example: I don't include personal details because I'm a propofol addict and to get propofol you have to be into a certain field etc. . .. I don't talk much about it but one thing it makes me do is sit alone at home.... stripped off sweating.... high... in a kind of acceptance of life being shite....


    I know it's silly but when you're on something for months solid each day you get to the point where you take time off etc.... Ludicrous as it sounds you lose yourself into whatever it is. I never thought my situation would be this way but it is. What is the issue? If you're talking about food/diet/losing weight due to not wanting to eat or even down to deviated septum surgery due to burning your nose off because of whatever....

    What is the problem? Believe me there's people worse than you. Tell us.
  • IVMay
    IVMay Posts: 442 Member
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    I understand all sorts. I spent a decade doing coke each day before they brought random testing in rather than suspicion based testing.

    I then switched to GHB and Propofol rather than coke - always avoided the issue than dealing with it direct. Had two operations on my nose hence why there's a bump on the bridge of my nose which is titanium and my nose is shaped with an agle at the top which you can't tell unless you look directly at the top and notice an agle. Now you know.

    Trust me. Be honest. If I cared what people thought I would have come on here and been all nice to the countless twerps that pretended to be nice to others without actual care for them whatsoever. Please consider that. There's no virtue signalling or pretense in this: look after yourself! PLEASE

    You have your life ahead of you. Be positive. If you have issues then seek help because otherwise you are limited to your own perception of reality acceptance and believe me; from what I've seen you need guidance.

    Not putting smileys and 'popular' edges to it - just saying...
  • slimgirljo15
    slimgirljo15 Posts: 269,440 Member
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    @IVMay I hope you get the help you need
  • Tigg_er
    Tigg_er Posts: 22,001 Member
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    Tigg_er wrote: »
    Shake the trees and the squirrels fall out

    Told ya
  • slimgirljo15
    slimgirljo15 Posts: 269,440 Member
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    Tigg_er wrote: »
    Tigg_er wrote: »
    Shake the trees and the squirrels fall out

    Told ya

    Lol...how are ya todayTrouble? ;)
  • FeraFilia
    FeraFilia Posts: 4,664 Member
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    slimgirljo15 wrote: »
    @IVMay I hope you get the help you need

    Ditto this.
  • ExileFromTheNorth
    ExileFromTheNorth Posts: 3,038 Member
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    Just woken up and wondering why I'm so stiff!
  • FeraFilia
    FeraFilia Posts: 4,664 Member
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    Biting my tongue because that's just too easy.

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