Heyy friends..

syddieness

Hey ya'll, I'm new to this as of yesterday, lol.. I'm 28 years old, 4 boys, 9, 5, 2, and 1.. this is the highest weight I've ever reached in my entire life, 185.. After my last 2 boys, who are 13 monthes apart, kicking it off has been quite a struggle for me this round. I'm a stay at home mom, my oldest is home with hospice. I suffer from anxiety, and depression. Now, the beginning of this year I set a goal for my self back to 125-130lbs.. I started the year off with no pop, no sugars, cut out breads, cut out a lot of salts.. I got to 168 and then somehow managed to gain everything back, not exactly thrilled about it.
I'm hoping to find some more motivation, and support through all of this. Not that my family doesn't support me, they just don't understand what it's really like to carry around this 'thick' stuff.

xoxox